I can hardly see myself doing this past 18 years-old. Maybe just a blog about my life and stuff but nothing full of content and fun. I always go through these phases where “Love my site… So dedicated.” to “Meh… Whatever.” I’m thinking it shows a lack of dedication because I have so much stuff that I had planned and have ready to be made into awesome content for everyone but I’ve no drive to complete it.
However, that was more when my computer (desktop) was being a total jerk. It’s better now since I turned off Genius in iTunes. Amazing how one small thing can cause so much frustration and abuse (kicking, screaming, hitting) to my computer. Hakuna matata, I’ve since apologized.

Anywhoosers, I’m going to give it one last run to see if I have any passion left, if not, then I’ll just work on my new project that I’ve started. It includes a website but not graphics/resources. I’m sure it’s not a huge secret but I won’t spill. Go look for it and I’m sure you’ll find something.

I’ve recently picked up my guitar again. It’s wonderful because I’ve never really ‘bonded’ with it in the first place because I gave up on myself but not this time. I’ve been learning SO much, I’m very proud. Soon, I’ll be posting videos on YouTube of me singing (*gasp*) and playing guitar. But only after I get my new acoustic guitar. Right now, I have a Yahama electric guitar, but I’m getting a Martin acoustic one! Woot.

TTYL, Britney.

Changes

Here is a list of the changes I’ve made as well as an explanation as to why I changed it:

• Fluid width, not fixed:
  This is so that I can make my layout more full-screened but if you have a smaller screen resolution, it will change with it and you will not have a horizontal scroll-bar
• Changed text sizes to percentages:
  Basically for the same reason as above.
• Organized visitor page better:
  It was starting to look very cluttered, so now I have two columns.
• Changed affiliates in sidebar:
  I decided that I would not only advertise my elite affiliates, but all of them. I have the elite affiliates on a button rotation, two at a time. And the rest of them on a text rotation, four at a time!

To-Do List

I’ve decided to add a to-do list to help me out a little bit. I’m hoping it will be complete by January 3rd, 2010.

• 3 Icon Tutorials
• 2 Brush Sets
• 2 Free Layouts
• 3-4 Web-Related Articles
• 2-3 Other Articles
• 2 Favicon Sets
• 1-2 Icon Texture Sets
• 10 Stocks
• 10-15 Site Name Ideas
• 5 MySpace Comment Images

Wish me more luck..

In ‘Britney’ news, I had a minor surgery on Friday. It went well, I suppose. Every so often I have lots of pain. The surgery was on my big toe. I broke it a few times and so the nail was all messed up (gross, I know) and so I got that fixed. It’s all gauze-bandaged up. When I changed it the first time, it wasn’t really pretty and the anesthetic needle marks (there are four of them because she wanted to freeze it extra so I wouldn’t be in pain throughout New Moon. What an awesome doctor, eh?) are still very, very visible. I go for a check-up on Wednesday and I get to miss history class at school! Yay.

OMG. New Moon. How amazing. I loved every bit. A few months ago, made the transition from Team Edward to Team Jacob after reading Eclipse. The reason for reading Eclipse again was because it was the novel with the most pre-marital romance between Edward and Bella. Ha. But that’s when I realized that I think Bella should be with Jacob. But, anyways. Taylor Lautner… Isn’t he just the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen? There was 12 whole minutes throughout the entire movie that he was topless. He’s the eighth world wonder, no doubt.

Also, I couldn’t be more happy that Taylor Swift and Taylor Lautner are dating! They’re the most gorgeous couple ever. Plus, my two favourite “Taylor’s” in the entire Milky Way galaxy.

I know this blog isn’t really interesting, so here are some questions:

Do you like Taylor Swift?
Do you like New Moon?
What movie have you been most excited about in 2009?

C’yah.

K, but in all seriousness, why do you steal? You have a twisted mind if you sit there and think that a) you will get away with it, b) “Hey, I will take someone else’s credit off. Who cares if they worked really hard on making it. I’m too lazy and I have no life and I’m a wanker.” and c) if you aren’t dedicated to coding your own site (or not remove a credit from people’s stuff) then you shouldn’t have a site.

It’s pretty sad because I see Vicky on Twitter all the time and there’s always someone new stealing her coding. What’s also sad is that I’ve decided to offer premade layouts and I didn’t even put a credit on them because I didn’t see a point… People steal anyways. Other stuff I don’t mind, but everyone is right! I should not have to not put my site name just because people are retarded low-life’s and don’t know how to leave a little link up.

If you are a stealer and are currently reading this, seriously, GET A LIFE!

So, last week I had swine flu and I didn’t go to school for the entire week. So, I miss a whole chapter and when I had my first day back on Monday, I was informed that I missed the chapter 4 test last week and the chapter 5 test was today (meaning Monday). Um, okay. So, the teacher gave me a stack of about 13 double-sided pages containing chapter 5 notes and said that I would write both chapter 4 test AND chapter 5 test tomorrow (meaning today). Chapter 4 I know, thus I was not worried. But chapter 5? Oh my superior being!
Well, one night is hardly enough time to review and memorize stuff just by reading it. Although, I tried my best but failed, kind of. I knew the first 2 pages of the test but the last two pages, wow! So, I was writing it in the French class room because it was quieter than my civics class and I needed to go to my locker and get my notes because there was no way I was letting my 94% average in civics go down the drain.
So, my friend came with me because she was wandering the hallways waiting for me to finish anyways. So, I got my notes and went to the bathroom and I finished my test with my “cheat sheet”. Oh yes, how rebellious am I?
This part is just kind of gross/funny. As we were walking out, there was this horrible stench all of a sudden. Some girl was in one of the stalls releasing their bowels. How lovely, right?

PS: My mom is gone to a work conference and won’t be back til Friday so this week is good so far.

I don’t really tell people this but my mom and I don’t really get along that well. We can be close and I tell her a lot but she told my dad all of the things I’ve ever told her about anything. Stuff that my dad really should not know. So now, I just don’t tell her anything anymore. But even before this, her and I argued a lot about stupid things. I can honestly say that I don’t believe it was my fault most of the time because I’m a laid back person and she just looks to argue with anyone.

Well, today my grandmother came over because we had some shopping to do and she enjoys coming with us. When my grandmother got here, though, it was horrible because my mom started complaining to her for no apparent reason. We didn’t argue at all this morning so I found it odd. I was debating whether or not I even wanted to go with them anymore but decided that I wanted to spend time with my grandmother. When we were out, my mom couldn’t find anything else to criticize me about so she got angry about the fact that I wasn’t smiling. Firstly, no one actually walks around with a huge smile on their face, right? It’s just not normal…
So after being yelled at for that, I felt like I just wanted to sit somewhere and cry. I had absolutely no appetite to eat lunch and I realized that I never have an appetite lately (even before I was sick).
I sat and cried for at least 2 hours but couldn’t really figure out the exact reason I was crying. I realized that maybe it’s something a bit deeper than my mom yelling at me once. It’s all bottled up inside of me.
I’m not at a very good stage in my life right now. I don’t want to live with my mom and she always says she wants me to live with my dad and not her but my dad doesn’t want me to live with him, either.
It’s hard to ever smile when you have nothing to smile for.
I have a niece who I love to bits, two brothers (one who lives 6 hours on the plane away) who are absolutely wonderful and a sister who, for the most time, is very good to me.
There’s a lot more but I feel bad enough having a depressing blog. Sorry everyone but I needed to vent some of it out somewhere and like I said, onliners are so supportive and kind so there was no better place.
Thanks.

Speaking of cool thangs, Ive added another free layout. Id link it but its to difficult to start typing out links from my phone. Just click visitor at the top then its under resources. I think its the last link in the second column !

Well thats my cue. Gotta go tty all tomorra!

I really have nothing else to talk about except for the fact that I’m really happy that I’m in the mood to work on my site a lot again. Yay!

Also, I fixed my ask me script, so now you can ask me questions and it will work. Yay.

Sorry this blog is so short, so again, here are some questions:

Are you going to see the Michael Jackson “This Is It” movie?
What’s your favourite Disney movie of all time?
What’s the weirdest food that you love?

If you follow me on Twitter, you probably know that I’ve been having a lot of symptoms that are related to swine flu. I got the last symptom tonight so I’m a little worried. I’ve missed 5 days of school this year already so I’m pretty sure my mom will not let me stay home until at least mid-November. It’s not very responsible of her, though, because I could have something serious that could be spread around my school and she wouldn’t even care. I honestly don’t mind going to school but when I’m really sick, it’s pure torture.

Have you noticed I put up a new layout? Do you like it? I made it using a different scrapbooking kit I found on deviantart. Unfortunately, the background don’t blend as well as I hoped they would but I still think it’s pretty darn cute!

Well, I’ve been sleeping all day already and it’s 10:20PM and I’m absolutely beat! I’m going to go to bed now, but I’ll leave you with some questions.

• Have you ever feared you had swine flu?
• Are your parents strict about you missing school?
• Have you ever played “What Time Is It Mr. Wolf?”

Firstly, I’ve added my first celebrity layout up in forever. And since I’m a HUUUGE Taylor Swift fan, I decided that who else should debut in this phenomenon other than her? No one. That’s right.

Next, I’ve become more involved in my site lately. I’m so proud of myself. I’ve been updating. I’ve added 1 article, 21 bullets and 23 blank buttons. I’m also planning to add 2 more articles later on today so be on the look out for those.

Lastly, I usually try to keep up with returning comments shortly after I get them but if I didn’t return yours, I’m getting there. Hakuna matata!

Since this blog is fairly short and boring, nonetheless, I’ll leave you with some questions.

• What is your all-time favourite love song?
• What is the best coffee shop in the world, in your opinion?
• Do you have a bedtime? If so, what is it?